DONT CRY...

Mga STUFF hahahahah

2011-06-10T10:47:00.000-07:00

Solid to

Gusto ko nito. Neverfull na Louis. Pero shet im so confused. hahahaha parang.. 36k para sa lalagyan ng gamit??? Di ba parang exploiting the poor yun? Pero mali ba maghangad ng materyal na bagay? Mga chanel mga Hermes mga ganun mali ba yun? hahahahah pero di nga. Okey lang ba bumili ng designer bags kahit madaming nagugutom? Regalo ko lang sana sa sarili ko pero naisip ko t*ngina ang daming mabubusog neto..bente nga lang isang ulam at kanin sa karinderia eh. Pwedeng maraming value meal 39ers na to sa jollibee.

Ano bang mas imporante? yung kaligayahan ko? Yung pinag hirapan ko dugot pawis na inipon na pera para sa bag na to o yung magpaka hero ako at isipin yung mga kumakain ng toyo at asin sa daan. Pero bigla kong maiisip, "eh hindi ko naman sila responsibilidad eh. tapos kasalanan naman nila na mahirap sila" tapos maiisip ko ulit "shit ang sama naman yata nun." tapos maiisip ko "eeh totoo naman eh" HAHAH SCHIZOOOOO....

Pati lotto di ba parang exploiting the poor din yun? ewan ko ah. Sa gulo ng mundo ngayon kung ano ano na yung mga nagpapaniwala sakin eh. Ano ba talaga? Laziness ba yung Welfare? pumatay ka ng unborn tapos tawag mo dun choice? yung mga deads na rapists due to death penalty tawag mo dun justifiable? Di mo didisiplinahin yung mga kids na sira ulo tapos sasabihin mo building self esteem yun? Inabuso mo yung power and position mo tapos tawag nio dun politics?

AH gusto ko nalang nung W.W.J.D. (What Would Jesus Do) bracelet. Alam mo yun? Yan oh sa taas. Something to remind me of WHAT WOULD JESUS REALLY DO. kasi parang feeling ko mas pipiliin ni Jesus magpakain ng mahirap kesa bumili ng LV Neverfull Monogram. Ewan ko gusto ko parin bumili. hahahah

bibili nalang ng bag ang dami pang sayyyyy...

ADOPT A PET

2011-05-30T05:41:00.000-07:00

I have deep passion for dogs. Sakto naman na ayaw ng landlord ko sa mga aso. Pero I wanna save up enough money to buy a new home for me and my dog. And a car to take my dog to vet visits. Call me weird, but thats one of the main motivators why I save up. ASOOO.

Ive always wanted a Husky. A Siberian Husky. Pogi eh. I had a golden retriever before. si Dogmeat. who died last year by the way. *5 min silence*. He was poisoned together with 2 other brave soldiers, Barbie (Rottweiler) and Bruce, (Pug) by some sick ass dog eating mofo. Hayup sia sino man sia.

Sakit. So Im doing my best to stop animal cruelty, kahit one small step at a time.

Yung pound natin they couldnt take care of all the dogs they take from the streets. Kulang sa food, vaccines, water and shelter. Tapos nagkakasakit na yung mga dogs. So alam mo ginagawa nila, they take all the dogs to this chamber. Tapos tatapatan sila ng tambucho tapos uusukan sila til they die. Tapos yun. DEADS... ANG SAMA DIBA???? HITLER NG MGA ASO!!!!

When I heard of this my heart melted and realized I should do something about it. I know Dogmeat would want me to do this. Kaya yun. I'm suggesting you guys to just adopt an Aspin ( ASONG PINOY bagong term sa mga ASKAL, di na sila askals, iba na ibig sabihin ng Askals ngayon sa pinas hahaha). Give a happy, lovable dog a good home and save a dog's life.

Then I saw a friend post a link through Facebook, yan link na yan they give adoptions.

http://paws.org.ph/site/423/default.aspx

Sigeee naaaa. You know you want to click it. hahaha labo. Kung pwede lang ako magadopt ngayon eh. Oh well.

SOMEDAY. =)

mangyan ako eh

2011-05-29T11:13:00.000-07:00

may napanood ako kanina sa GMA, documentary tapos tungkol yun sa mga mangyan sa mindoro. marami akong narealize eh. dalawa na dun ay pogi pala si drew arellano and parang suplada tong si isabel daza. haha pero di lang yan narealize ko.

Si drew kasi tumira sa bahay ng mga mangyan sa mindoro ng 3 days tapos papafeel sakanya yung every day life ng mga mangyan. yung mga kakain ng buko mga ganun HAHAHA. hindi. basta. buhay ng mangyan.

tapos to naman si isabel role nia dun itour yung tatlong mangyan sa Maynila. kumuha kasi sila ng 3 mangyan mula sa mindoro tapos yun yung pinag experimentan nila.

yung kay drew muna kwkwento ko kasi medyo baduy yung experience nia eh. wala, naliligo sia sa batis kasama mga batang mangyan, kumakain kasama sila. kumain sia ng nga nga. pait daw. tapos nagdala sia ng mga skateboard, jump rope, soccer ball. tapos tinuro nia pano laruin mga yun. nag enjoy naman sila.

kay daza na experience yung stoked ako eh. tinour nia yung mga mangyan sa manila. EH ANG GANDANG EXPERIENCE YUN!!! tapos wala, sobrang korni nia di nia kinakausap mga mangyan tapos masyadong sosy! kaso baka naman masyado ko lang siang jinudge, malay ko naman, nagshshare pala sila ng knock knock jokes behind the scenes. or exchange ng ipad apps. diba.

saya nung sa mga mangyan. pinatira sila sa condo for 3 days. it was their first time to experience the toilet. the shower. bed. tv. Manila lights. ang galing lang. tapos pinapunta sila sa Manila ocean park. nagzipline sa bohol. sumakay ng mtr, airplane, car. tapos yun ang saya saya nila grabe. nagsnorkeling pa sila sa bohol. first time pa nila kumain ng ice cream. may isa pang mangyan sabi nia natupad daw pangarap nia nung nakita nia pasig river sa baba ng mrt. dati lang daw kasi nababasa lang daw nia yun.

tapos alam mo aliw na aliw ako pinapanood sila kaso medyo naisip ko ang hassle nun kasi di na sila makukuntento sa buhay nila sa bundok. hahangarin na nila yung ganung klaseng buhay. pero sa end ng dokyu, tinanong sila kung san nila mas gustong tumira, sa maynila o sa bundok. alam mo nagulat ako sa sagot nila. sa pluto daw. (cue pilit laughter/boo-ing of audience) sagot nila sa bundok parin. masarap kasi sariwang hangin daw. pati malinis na batis. pati nandun daw lahat ng mahal nila sa buhay. ang galing noh. grateful sila na naexperience nila sa maynila pero they wouldnt exchange yung buhay nila sa mindoro from anything in the world. medyo naalala ko nga yung sarili ko nun eh. (naks eto na)

kasi dati gusto ko lang magkaron ng picture gamit DSLR tapos popost ko sa Friendster. kasi parang "model-y" pag DSLR yung gamit. dati pangarap lang to. pero ngayon im living it. una kong show, unang bayad. sobrang di ako makapaniwala. hanggang sa nalunod nako ng mga trabaho, shows, fees. di ko narealize im living my dream. tapos ngayon bulag na bulag nako sa trabaho, fame, fortune eh di parin ako makuntento. busyng busy ako kakaisip ng MORE, nakalimutan ko na maging grateful sa ENOUGH. nakakamiss din. nakakamiss mangarap.

kaya nakarelate ako dun sa mga mangyan eh. hahahaa. kasi kahit naexperience na nila yung marangyang buhay, dun parin sila sa mga mahal nila sa buhay. sa simpleng buhay. masaya na sila dun.

kaya yun, patuloy parin silang nangangarap, di na rin siguro mawawala sakanila yun.

how about a nice tall glass of shut the fuck up

2011-03-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

in addition to my confusion.
theres this girl who keeps on scratching her head because she couldnt remove the hair products she has put on her hair. she scratches every 2 minutes approximately.

she's confused looking for this...this thing she was looking for. nobody knows what that thing is and neither could they explain what she was looking for. but lets say she was looking for a cup. to get the story straight.

she found a cup. a fancy one. which was half full of milk. skimmed milk. she drank the skimmed milk from the fancy cup. but little did she know that she was lactose intolerant.

then she found this porcelain cup. with strawberry juice. took a sip from it. it was too sweet. it grossed her out. too artifcial.

she sees this plastic cup. but thought it looked crappy so she skipped to the next one.

then she found this beer mug. all suave and smooth. she thought this mug contains what she wanted. but when she took a gulp from the mug...it wasn't beer. no. it was like. a bitter melon shake. blech. it was really good for her though. but she didnt like it.

so she went back to the plastic cup.

looked at it.

scratched her head.

took a sip. and whaddaya know.

it was beer.

but somebody drank from it already.

Sunday morning

2011-02-05T19:00:00.000-08:00

I like sunday mornings. right now my mom's cooking lunch, kumpleto tao sa bahay pero tulog pa mga kapatid ko. im on my lappytoppy listening to the beatlesradio yung live streaming. Saya lang mga ganitong moments. my feet rests from heels, face from tons of make up, hair from the evil blowdryer and hair spray. I love my job but its good to have small doses of being..whats the word...bum? hahaha. have a great sunday ahead yall.

watch gary v live...check

2011-01-08T18:22:00.000-08:00

I did my first show for this year yesterday. Saya din. Nandun si charice...and gary v!!!

I got to watch Gary V. Last night. Hes so AMAZING. Saka ang ganda ng tindig niya. HAHAHA tindig.

Sabi ko kay Michelli. Bibigyan ko siya ng 10,000p kung i encourage nia yung mga tao na palakpakan si Gary V. habang sumasayaw siya na parang "GIVE IT UP FOR MR GARY V!". Naisip ko rin na dadagdagan ng 2,000 kapag tumakbo siya sa stage habang sumasayaw si Gary V. Tas sumayaw rin siya don. Parang Showdown kung baga HAHAHAHAHA. Kahit mga 10 seconds lang.

Of course nabakla kaming dalawa at hindi namin ginawa. Saka wala talaga akong 10,000 pesos non.

Ang galing niya magsalita. Hindi siya nabubulol parang ako. Saka naiintindihan mo yung sinasabi niya. Hindi siya nagkakalat. Hindi yata siya capable magkalat.

Tapos sa dulo ng set niya. Sumayaw silang anak nia to the beat of his hit songs. Ang galing lang eh. Mas magaling parin sia sa anak nia kahit 252653 years yung age gap nila. Pero oks lang magaling din anak nia. Gusto ko pag tanda ko ganun din ako. Kaso hindi natin kaya yon. Wala tayong kwenta. HAHAHAHAHHA

Naka nganga yata ako nung kumakanta siya. Sana nag papicture ako.

Quotable quotes from the Godmothers of Calcarrie's

2010-12-13T21:04:00.000-08:00

A compilation of my mentors' teachings and their favorite lines

AUDIE ESIPNO

"ENERGY! as if you're being fingered like there's no tomorrow! and SMILE cause you're enjoying every moment of it!"
--backstage, 5 mins before Fashion Week starts

"Alam kong ginagawa mo lang ang trabaho mo, and your're very good at it. Pero kapag sinabi kong papasukin mo sia (model) papasukin mo DAHIL AKO ANG MAY ARI NG LAHAT NG ITO!!!"
(fashion week)
--Audie to bouncer

"Models if you want to talk to me, just call me. But if I don't answer, its either I'm doing something very important...or tinatamad lang ako."

(Audie jokes while dining with models)
"Sige kain tayo ngayon, pagkatapos, lahat tayo mag CR at sabay sabay nating sundutin ang mga lalamunan natin"

JOEY ESPINO

"If you want to achieve something you haven't achieved, do something you haven't done."

"Umaga tanghali hapon gabi, bahala kayo sa buhay nio. Basta ako, maganda."

"Kaya kita pinapagalitan kasi importante ka saakin"

Pag nalulungkot kami, iiiyak lang namin. Pagkatapos umiyak, punas luha, Tapos, "tara na mother shopping na tayo."

"Ang pera, umiikot lang yan, pero ang natututunan, nandian yan habang buhay."

"Hindi birong makapasok sa Calcarrie's. Luluha ka muna ng bato at dugo bago ka pumasa kay Joey Espino."

"Tandaan nio: mas mapait ang luha sa Greenbelt 5 kaysa sa luha sa Times Square."
--Joey E on being sad abroad

"Papaputol ko sampung daliri ko sa kamay, walang agency sa mundo tulad nito"
---Joey E on Calcarrie's phils. as the best agency in the world :p

gosh.

2010-11-28T21:48:00.000-08:00

I finished a pack of yakult in one sitting, there's a lactobacilli shirota strain party going on inside my stomach now. That's dangerous.

and another gosh.

i dont want to leave. just yet.

SO.

2010-11-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

Having my Facebook deactivated led me to googling the weirdest things like HELLO or LADYBOY or BAHAMA MAMA since I don't know what else to do with my cyber life. The results always entertain me.

It also led me back to my forgotten Multiply and Friendster accounts.

Got me feeling nostalgic cause here's what I found

on our way to puerto

awww

mountain peak

Baguio

Mountaineering

me and my gay best friend. loko lang

My first gun shot

Times square

Charo and me in NY

mountain summit

the best block in the whole world

17 hahaha

boracay 07

hi there

I miss my blockmates solid. Its just sad how we cant be in one classroom to really have fun and go wild anymore. Oh the things I would do to go back to that time again. singhot.

Anyway buhayin nio naman friendster nio para my kasama ako. hahahahahahaha

2010-11-18T06:15:00.000-08:00

Watching stuff in youtube like abscess draining and sex change surgery is really helping me with my diet now :D

Pupunta ako ng India

2010-11-18T00:54:00.000-08:00

Hindi ko lang alam kung kelan.

Pero punta ko sama ka?:D gusto ko puntahan to

tapos kumain nito

BWISET. huhuhuhu

what im doing is self torture

grabe to.

And I wanna learn how to dance like this

Papa henna din ako nito para extreme ang Indian feel

And marami pa! I think India is interesting. Ang kulay ng kultura nila. Ang saya pa ng dancefest.

GRABE!!!Pupunta talaga ko bahala kayo HAHAHA

I cannot live with out my ears

2010-11-17T11:03:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!!!OH MY GOODNESS. I've been looking for a torrent download for this Hindi album I just discovered and THANK GOD for SAR.BLOGSPOT.COM hahahaha you saved me!! well actually hindi naman hahah pero thanks! :D

I just realized I have the weirdest taste and love for music. I don't really stick to one genre in music. Ang daming magagandang music kaya from different genres, why should I stick to just one! ahahaha. whut. kaya one minute im yapping away about how Norah Jones soothes my mood and next thing I know Im downloading this mind blowing Hindi music. I've also had my obsession with tribal music before. And oh yeah spice girls.

Coz its amazing how music can affect your mood, or the way a person thinks and feels. you know? Diba ang sarap pakinggan ni bob marley pag nasa beach? Just think about how it completes the whole setting. And think about how backstreet boys became a huge part of your childhood. Some of you even listen to simple plan during your rebelde days aminin mo.

IN LIGHT OF THAT I'll do my top 5 favorite bands NOT in order of awesomeness coz I love them all equally. whut. (actually madame pa grabe pero i'll narrow it down to 5, yung cream of the crop ba hahhah)
ok here we go

1. INCUBUS: Everyone in the band is a god of their instrument they're playing. Ibang klase. Kahit mag release sila ng albums nila individually sisikat parin sila kasi sobrang galing nila. Pero destiny gathered these prodigies together then wala, yun na, nabuo yung pinaka magaling na banda sa mundo. I've seen them live. Ang masasabe ko lang eh isa yon sa mga high lights ng buhay ko. God is good.
2. THE BEATLESSSS!!!!! I dont think I need further explanation on this.
3. THE CARDIGANS you guys might have forgotten about this band. well i havent. I love them.
4. POSTAL SERVICE (.6) DEATHCAB FOR CUTIE (.4) Hati sila sa # 4 spot. I think they both rock the same genre tapos pareho din naman sila ng vocalist so okey na yun. And lyrics from their song is nakaka-awwwwww.
5. YEAH YEAH YEAHS My sister listens to this band A LOT. She has a lot to do with me getting hooked on this. I like this band. Their music makes me bob my head to the beat involuntarily.

I have an extraordinary relationship with my ipod. Her name's Nolli.

I call this day the lesbian day

2010-11-16T01:55:00.000-08:00

AND THE LESBIAN CRUSH OF THE DAY ISSSS

NATALIEEEE PORTMAN!

She's like the modern day Audrey Hepburn. I mean look at her. Ain't she the cutest thing?

watch her play princess and the two elephants with elmo HERE

And she's smart, wicked smart--the kind that graduates from Harvard University with honors! That's probably why she knows how to pick great roles in superb movies.

"Portman skipped the premiere of Star Wars: Episode I so she could study for her high school final exams.^{[14]" (wikipedia)}

"I don't care if [college] ruins my career," she told the New York Times, "I'd rather be smart than a movie star."

Take it away Natalie P.

Norak Zjonesk

2010-11-15T19:44:00.000-08:00

Okay I just downloaded Norah Jones' album and here's the verdict..

I think im in love with her :-( HAHA

I like her. I think she's sexy in a non sexual way. okay that didn't make any sense but don't you think she's sexy without even trying?

bawat song na pinaplay ko naiimagine ko mga scenes from a movie. parang lahat pwedeng pang-OST. Either naghahabulan na young lovers in slow mo or a romantic sexy scene or yung bida nostalgic sa past or dalawang matatandang mag asawa namimitas ng prutas sa farm while sun is setting tapos magtitinginan sila with a look saying "i've been stuck with a shit like you for quite some time now but i'm happy".

pakinggan mo, you'll understand what i'm trying to say here.

I like her, she's like a female version of ray charles.
but i like her look more when she had long wavy hair, she cut it short na now eh.

look at that jazz cat. ngeowr.

WHYYYYY hahahaha

Let me live my life

2010-11-14T00:53:00.000-08:00

hindi ako nagpapaka emo or anything ha. Pero I think im old enough to make my own decisions so just let me be.

HAHAHA NAKS.

the apartment seems so....SILENT.

2010-11-11T21:00:00.000-08:00

ok now its sinking in..im missing my genitalios.

kelly and jess went back to their homeland last week. I cant believe I'm now missing jess' nasty burp and kelly's fart bomb. I miss going all crazy with them. These people are the ones who'll make you feel grateful you're alive and would do the craziest things with you--which makes life more meaningful. I'm glad I met these creatures before I die.

jessica

drunk and lovely

coolest girls in the world

GENITALIOS!!!

come back

jess: burp= 8947209587 decibels

i love you, memory saved nanaman sa utak na babalik balikan kapag nalulungkot.

i should've tied you to your beds when i had the chance...

can i just say...

2010-11-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

Halloween parties in hong kong are just....WOW.

i have no words. hahhaha it was so much fun. i got to go out with kelly. Just did some last minute costume shopping across the street then headed to a friend's place for a couple of drinks and dinner.

After dinner we headed out to Dragon I, this is where fun began!!! hahaha. Dolce and Gabbana was in the house yo. HAHAH as in the REAL dolce and gabbana. Pero we didnt stay long it got a bit messy. Girls were fighting in line for the bathroom. And it got too crowded. Kells and I headed to volar after, its like a tiny club. Okey lang it was fun din. Ang sikip. I wanted to head home pero since it wsa kelly's last weekend, eh may magagawa pa ba ako??? hahahaha loko lag di ako napilitan ang saya din:-)

So it was 4 am and kelly was unstoppable. hahaha she took me to this place in wan chai, mga two train stations away from us. lapit lang. Pero umuwi pala muna kami!!! to change into our pyjamas. Theres no way daw na pupunta kami don na naka dress. hahahaha then when i got there, i understood what she was talking about. kung sa volar eh messy...don sa Bridge eh KAGULO. hahaha ang gulo grabe. Pero i was there na eh so might as well enjoy nalang.

hahahha. minsan lang rin ako lumabas eh so okey lang. halloween din naman and last weekend narin naman ni kelly eh. FOR KELLY!!!! hahahaha grabe i love that girl. aww:'-( hahaaha.

DONT GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you

ayaw palagay ng eyebags, dapat daw pogi paren sia. hahahah

guy in a ped xing costume

something to think about

2010-10-29T02:25:00.000-07:00

Nakakatouch yung clip diba?!?! Pero isipin mo na what God did was much deeper than this.

It's like you go out with a couple of friends and then "TARA KAEN TAYO". Tapos sabi ng kaibigan mo "SIGE SAGOT KO NA LAHAT". Diba sobrang astig non?! Libreng kain. But its a lot deeper than that. Its like when you get busted for drugs, having sex with your best friend's girlfriend or stealing 235984609 million dollars in the bank and then the police are out to get you already and then sabi ng kaibigan mo "UHM...ako nalang kaya maupakan at makulong wag na ikaw." but NO its a lot deeper than that!!! Its like when someones about to chop your head off and then one of your friends suddenly pushes you and jumps infront of the axe so its him and not you whos gonna die. Diba pag may gumawa sayo non you'll be forever grateful at sasabhin mo sa lahat?! BUHAY MO YON EH.

Ganon yung ginawa ni Jesus. Tapos yung malupit pa don, naging tao pa si God na pwede naman niang hindi gawin. But he did it. He could have just said "AH BAHALA KAYO DIAN!!!"

Pero hindi. HE CHOSE TO SAVE US. And thats what blows my mind away.

Ito nalang. Sabihin na nating nadiscover mo yung sagot sa cancer at AIDS, hindi mo ba ipagkakalat sa buong mundo?!IPAGKAKAIT mo ba sa SANGKTAUHAN?!(haha) HINDI DIBA?!? Ganon lang rin ginawaga ko. Na dapat ginagawa mo rin.

But it doesnt end here!!! While most people would rub it on how they saved you from death, taking all the credit from it. HE DOESNT BLAME YOU FOR IT. No CONDEMNATION. So alam mo yon, di ka nia iguguilt trip?!!? Whats up with that?! Si God na to ah.

What He did for us saved the whole humanity. Kaya naiinis ako sa mga nahihiya when it comes to talking about God. Yung mga hindi kumakanta sa simbahan kasi nahihiya.

OPEN YOUR MIND!!! open your HEART! Feel the joy of praising God and spreading His love and words to everyone!!! Its the least you could do to someone who gave up his son for you. To someone who sacrificed himself and became a human torture outlet for you to be saved from sins that YOU did.

think about it:-)

LOVE > DISTANCE

2010-10-24T12:34:00.001-07:00

Tangalin na yung long distance. Relationship nalang.

Grabe

2010-10-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

I cant even begin to describe how bruce lee struck my heart.

Grabe nakakainlove yung pag ka bad ass niya!!! he has so much SWAGGER.

oh my goodness.

Naeexcite ako pag medyo may lumalabas na nunchucks sa fight scenes eh, imposibleng di nia agawin sa kalaban at magpasikat pag may nunchucks!!!

HOW CAN YOU NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH THAT FACE?!?!

oh be still my heart.

Ikaw na pinakapogi for me next to Brandon Boyd and Adam Sandler and Michael Cera...at Piolo Pascual.

Tie kayo ni Johnny Depp. YIIIIIII!!!!

OH BE STILL MY HEARTTTTT<3

di ko na alam kung may mas popositive pa saken

2010-10-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

ok i just got home from a casting for a lingerie shoot. Its in Shek mun. SHEK MUN!!! its like from bulacan to taguig. Batangas to tuguegarao. the fort to novaliches. Rush hour, train packed, hungry, sleepless, little black dress, bag contains: 2kg portfolio, heels, map wallet (na mabigat kas mayaman ako eh HAHAHA), make up kit= SOLID HEBIGATS. And when I got there guess what, the client's in china
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:-|

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:-D

I'm stil super thankful I was given the chance for this casting and my agent told me they're going to arrange another schedule for me. I don't have any reasons why I should be stressed or pissed. Actually marame pala, I just sited them. HEHE. Pero ok lang. mas marami kasi reasons why I SHOULDN'T STRESS IT OUT. kaya alam mo yon. At least nakapag exercise ako kakalakad plus weights pa so naburn din yung mga kinaen ko na nakaka taba. HEHE! haayyy

GANYAN TALAGAAA:DDD

wow i'm living a full life!

2010-10-15T08:07:00.000-07:00

Check out this short clip from the shoot I had for a local HK magazine.

CLICK MEEEEE!!!!

Ang labo ng sinabe ko pero buti na lang di sinama yung pag raid nila sa bag ko kasi puro basura laman. Kung alam ko lang iraraid nila bag ko nagdala sana ako ng cool things. HAHA loser.

I miss you my friends!

good vibes, one love (HAHAHA NAKAKAINIS YUNG MGA NAGAGANITO)

Hello everyone!

2010-10-14T10:54:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone. Long time noisy.

So okay updates:

I wanna go back to school this coming school year. I know God's going to provide me my own money that's enough to cover my last years in college. 2 years nalang. So okay yun. (Plus baon po ha Lord!)
It's going to be my first time to miss PFW. Lungkot din. No complains though. I know I'm supposed to be here God has great great plans I can feel it. Can you feel it?
What else what else.
oh.oh. I went to Macau to activate my working visa in HK. With my roomie jess. Okay lang 10 mins lang kami tapos uwi na. HAHA. Lakad lakad lang, saya din.

work here is good. Clients are starting to get to know me kaya it's been easier for me to get bookings now.
Miss ko na kayo.
I love my room mates. I think they're the greatest people on earth.
I'm cooking adobo for them before they leave. (AWWW HAHHA)
I've friends coming over!!! From home!!! guh cant wait KALAT TIME!!!!! (loko lang)
I am not prepared for winter. All my outfits are light and summer-y.
I learned a cheaper way to get to church.
Naiyak ako sa Sandman Vol. 9.
May kakambal pala si Jon Heder. Pati si Scarlett Johanson and Gisele Bundchen.
LALANGZ.
Ipon ipon ipon. Para sa kinabukasan.
I'm blessed.
I'M HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
are you happy?
GOOD! :D
bullets
are
fun!!!

lonely tree crying in the rain

2010-10-09T13:09:00.000-07:00

It must really be awesome to have levitation powers. I mean. The best superheroes defy gravity. Si superman, si Hawkman and si ano...okay wait I change my mind. Wala nako maisip hindi pala sia ganon ka-cool. Pwede nang maimbento jet-packs eh so wag yun. Let's switch to um...invisibility!

Oo tama okey yun. Biruin mo kung may costume party kang pupuntahan tapos di ka sumipot pwede mong sabihin dumating ka bilang si "invisible man" hehehe...

*crickets*

*tumbleweed*

kaso medyo mahirap nga lang kasi you'll be facing LOTS of temptations. Like you'll be tempted to rob the bank, or sneak inside the girl's bathroom. Or cheat at your chem test. Mahirap mahirap. Totoo nga yung lolo ni spiderman. O uncle. With great power comes great responsibility. Pero okay tong invisibility. Kailangan mo lang ng matinding resistance sa demonyo.

Eh what about ano. What about breathing underwater okay din yun eh noh. Nakakaakyat yung mga mortals sa pinaka tuktok ng mundo pero ikaw lang makakapunta sa deepest part ng mundo. Ano kaya meron don. Yung underground kingdom ni Elvis? ewan ko pero astig din magka ability to breathe underwater. Cool ka din pag magsnsnorkeling kayo ng friends mo.

Eh yung morphing into whoever/ whatever you like. WOW THAT'D BE FUN. Magmomorph ako into Michael Jackson tapos magmoomoonwalk ako kahit san ako magpunta. Sana pati boses pwede rin. Wait. Blog ko to, ako masusunod. So oo pati boses pwede. (HAHA ang loser)

Pero sa totoo lang gusto ko talaga teleportation eh. Para hindi kita masyado namimiss. NAAAAAKS!!!!!! *sundot sa gilid*

So okay. After everything's been said and done. We all go down to one question...

Bakit yan ang title?!?!

Di ko rin alam eh. Kung binabasa mo past entries ko, I'm not exactly the person who talks about the most sensible things. hehe!

God Bless everyone!

singapore fatcats

2010-10-08T22:24:00.000-07:00

saw this while i was scanning through pictures in my phone. mga pusakal sa Singapore ang tataba.

Michelle said they believe cats are messengers from the other world or something like that ewan ko. Kaya they spoil them rotten and feed them with the best foods.

ewan ko.

masasabe ko lang eh

Piyesta ang chowking siopao dito.

Chowking: "OKS NA OKS!"

Aiko is a happy boy

2010-10-06T02:20:00.000-07:00

Its so insane. I have been here for about a month already. And I have a clearer picture of how things are gonna be like for the next coming days. But I hope to make a big mark in the industry and maybe bring something back.

Im glad I'm blessed with such wonderful jobs that I didn't even know I could be a part of. I'm not exactly the best you know? Not yet at least :D:D:D HIHI.

Its such a great experience to be here by myself now. It still amazes me how the hell I got here. I'm happy with whats happening to me outside my comfort zone. Here are some reasons why:

I learned to enjoy the bible. I don't read the bible coz of the stupidest reason...ANG LIIT NG FONT SIZE. Tapos ang gulo ng characters palging Son of...Neighbor of...Friend's sister's cousin's bayaw of.. HAHA. The devil did a good job on striking me with laziness so I couldn't figure out the beauty of this book. Pero you know what, okey din palang maging masipag paminsan minsan. You just try reading one chapter. One lang sige na do yourself a favor. And you'll actually realize that it's the best book ever written!!! They interpret stories SO WELL that you could SMELL the people form Jesus' time!! You'll actually feel like YOU'RE THERE you know what I mean. And did I mention it's the best book ever written? Panis si Gaiman I swear (pero idol parin kita Neil.) You'll learn a lot from it. It'll make you live your life for a greater cause. Ang cliche ng dating pero wala eh i dont know how else to put it ito yung essence ng bible talaga eh! Kung di mo alam san magsisimula I'll be happy to help you. O kaya try reading Matthew first. It will blow your mind away! so thanks to Emerald Villahermosa for my very first biblia!

I've learned to appreciate. If you recall my past entry about appreciating the simplest things, here. (eh sinong marunong mag link?!) kahit kababawan yan and mukang walang kwenta, totoo yan. Most kids dont even give a damn that theyre here you know what I mean? I had a concept that when you go here, you already have an idea on what you should be doing. Pero wala party every night. Sex, drugs + rock and roll.

I honestly think that if I went here a couple of years back, I wouldnt be in the character and mindset that I'm in right now. I'd fuck things up and magkakalat ako ng solid masasayang lang everything I've worked for. So it's just perfect how I'm here. Dont get me wrong, I miss MNL. But I wouldnt exchange the experience of being here by diving headfirst into the somewhat unknown and staying when I knew it was my time to go.

Masaya ako kasi marami ako natututunan. Marami pa yan I swear kaso lang tinatamad ako i-site lahat. Masaya lang ako na I'm getting big breaks that I dont deserve. Wala eh yung gumawa ba naman ng universe yung nagdidirect sa steps ko pano ako di magprprosper.

Sabi nga ni Joey Espino (nanay ko and agent) It's not all about money. Money comes, money goes. It's about honoring God with what you do and how you make most of the gifts and talents He gave you. It's also about keeping yourself together no matter how great the temptations are. Tama nga naman si ma-ma (yung pang telenovelang MA-MA hindi yung usual MAMA) All the fame, fortune and glamour will pass, so I might as well hold on to the things and learnings that would give meaning to my life when all are these are over and done. Di naman ako magmomodel pag 70 nako. Eww. Saggyboobs.

So yun lang. Ang saya how everything falls into place. Yung mga taong tumulong and naging divine connection. Lahat nagplay ng magandang roles kung bakit ako nandito and masaya. Thank you God for keeping me together kahit minsan nagkakalat ako. I love you!

Now let's all cry together!

1...2...3

HUHUHUHU

wei dim aw

2010-10-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

Aiko: How do you say DUDE in chinese?
Make up artist: Wei. You can say Wei dim ar, it means "hey dude, what's up".
Aiko: Oh cool how do you spell that let me write it down.
Make up artist: W-E-I, D-I-M, A-OW.
Aiko: Excuse me what was the last one?
Make up artist: ow.
Aiko: (puzzled face)
Make up artist: Ow! as in woostew. OW.
Aiko: oooohhh ARRR.
Make up artist: *sigh* Yes. Ow.

....

:-|

Thank Him for even the smallest things

2010-09-30T00:28:00.000-07:00

Thank God for your roof. Nakita ko yung literal form ng raise the roof nung linipad ng bagyo yung bubong ng magazine stand dito sa kanto tapos nagtulong tulong mga intsik para ibalik to.

Thank Him for the food you eat. Wag ka magdadasal ng "Bless us O Lord.." kung magrereklamo ka na ang tabang ng tapa o ang alat ng sinangag o di na malutong yung lumpia.

Thank Him for your job. Pasalamat ka may trabaho ka pinagststressan. Di ka nga stressed, wala ka naman trabaho.

Thank Him you have flu. At least alam mo na active yung immune system mo at nagrerelease ng sipon at dumi katawan mo.

Thank Him for the earth. He gave you an entire universe to explore and enjoy. Kaya stop whining about how boring it is kasi your blackberry's battery is drained or your PSP is broken.

Thank Him nabarok ka nung sinabi mong TWEETER. At least alam mong nabarok ka at alam mo ang tamang pronunciation.

Thank God He's always there no matter what. 'Nuff said.

There's so much to be thankful for! So let's stop ranting about how baho the truck ng basura is, how the internet takes forever to load. Or how small your boobs are.

Let's all keep an attitude with gratitude. And I'm pretty sure we'll live a meaningful life. Appreciate. And make the most out of everything God has given you. That's it. It's about time I write something sensible.

Attitude with gratitude pwedeng rap yun ah. HIHI pangit.

Pano ba magsenti si Aiko

2010-09-30T00:08:00.000-07:00

Nasesenti ako. Naiisip ko kung ano na nangyare kela Cynthia Patag. Kung kahit matanda na sia matinis parin kaya boses nia at kung natago kaya nia yung teddy bear at malaking ribbon na props nia sa Palibhasa lalake bilang remembrance noong panahon. Ano narin kaya nangyari sa boss ni Kevin Kosme, kulot parin kaya sia. Tapos naalala ko nung bata ako nalungkot ako nung nawala yung Home Along dariles kasi kumapit ako sa promise ng theme song nila na

"Pero aming matitiis, kami ay hindi aalis.
Dahil ang home along..dahil ang home along.."

Gusto ko bumalik sa dati nung nanonood kame ng kapatid ko (Ken) ng mga cartoons sa ABS bago kame pumasok sa school (pang hapon kids kame). Cedi, Princess Sara (naiyak si mama nung yumaman ulit si Saa tapos na-in your face si miss Minchin), Secret Garden, Bananas N Pyjamas at all time favorite namin ni Ken na yung Judy Abbot.

Judy having fun with a chicken

Naalala ko kung gano kami kabaduy nun at takot na takot kami sa Okatokat at Guni-guni (IBC 13. May IBC 13 pa ba?). Kilig ako non sa Gimik at TGIS kasi crush ko non si Patrick Garcia nung nakabraces pa sia. Gusto din namin ulit ulitin ang best pinoy movie of all time yung Mama's boys 2 (Let's go na)

Yung karibal nila taga the Dawn hahah.

hahaha high tech na high tech eh

Walang kahassle hassle buhay pag bata no? Laro lang ng agawan base, cops and robbers, patintero pati family computer. Wala rin akong ibang ginawa non kundi makipag kwentuhan sa bespren kong si Jason tungkol kay Octoman at sa Chicago bulls. Mangolekta ng TEX ng Ghostfighter, bumili ng sisiw kasi nakakaaliw tignan hehe (twice ako bumii kinaen ng pusa ko pareho). Iba rin lambing ng mama ko non. Yung lambing pambata. Iba na kasi ngayon eh. Lambing parin. Pero iba na.

Ayoko ng changes. Ambaduy ko no. Ayoko kasi ng may namimiss ako. Tapos di na mababalikan. Kasi wala inevitable ang changes talaga eh. Sana lang habang buhay nalang ako bata. Pero di rin. Meant talaga tong mga to kasi maging memories na babalikan kapag nasesenti.

And at least masasabi ko kahit hindi ako natuto magbike nung bata ako, nagkaroon parin ako ng maganda at makulay na bike-less childhood. Sapat na yung rollerblades bilang alternative!

Sana mabasa to ni Cynthia Patag. Fans nia ako eh. Hihi.

wala akong makitang picture na may malaki siang ribbon at teddy bear

Siguro

2010-09-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

Siguro ang angas kung bigla akong sappian ni Ronnie Ricketts tapos kalabanin ko dito si Ipman. O KAYA SI FPJ!!! para magawa ko skanya yung signature move na sunud sunod na suntok sa sikmura sabay PAK dun sa tenga ng kalaban. Tapos kaen ice cream.

sunog baga sa full moon festival

2010-09-28T05:34:00.000-07:00

Nasunog ng dragon kasama ko hahaha

Nakapunta ako sa Full Moon Festival ng mga intsik dito and I was lucky enough to stick incense into the dragon (for my wishes:>) and actually carry the dragon itself! Di naman ako naniniwala sa mga ganito pero it was a good experience.

They do this every year swerte ko naabutan ko to hehe. They stick incense to this dragon na siguro mga 1 km haba nun dragon na yun. HAHA ANG HABA TALAGA. tapos people would dance the dragon into every corner of every street believing it would bring good luck to everyone. tapos yun. yun lang. uwi na. HAHA pero masaya

It was pretty wild. Alam niyo yung festival na magpapakawala ng bull sa Spain ata yon tapos hahabulin mga tao tatakbo yung mga tao sa kalye. HAHA GANON. pero eto, hindi bull, kundi isang dambuhalang dragon. na may apoy. hehe wild diba ang saya. ang baho lang ng usok kasi yung buong dragon may nakatusok na mga incense. eh ambaho nun diba. yun lang basta masaya!

ang mga kababaihan at dos baklitos

AHHH ang usok!!! At ang sayaaa:D

weee i was able to hold the dragon!!!

WOW ang saya neto pero walang tatalo sa pasko sa tondo!!!! (napanood ko lang sa TV)

Yun lang. great experience to so far ito ang pinaka oriental na naeexperience ko sa pag stay ko dito. hahaha ang labo ng sinabe ko. Sana din magkatotoo yung 3 wishes ko na sana yung 3 wishes ko maging maraming marami pang wishes!

blahblahblahblah tapos na magbuffer yung Mr Deeds nood muna ko hahahaha BYE!

UFC ng mga instik

2010-09-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

Kung sa states UFC. Saten URCC. Sa mga intsik ano tawag? Di ko din alam eh. My roomie jess got a job as a ring girl kaya we got in for free. And with good seats too! YEHEY!

It was okay. Fighters kept on grappling and pinning down their opponents kaya wala masyadong bakbakan. Medyo boring tuloy. Ang daming natatamaan and nasisipa yung balls kawawa naman diba dapat may sinusuot na parang gurad don? Di ko alam kung gano kasakit pero kitang kita sa mukha nila eh. hahaha kawawa.

Ayan sia oh. kawawa naman. HEHEHE

huhuhuh sakit

MAY PINOY NGA EH. He made his opponent tap out the first round! Ang galing niya yung pakikipag laban niya may style. Yung tipong ipipin down nalang niya yung kalaban niya iikot pa siya. Ewan ko kung pasikat tawag dun pero ako nabilib ako. hehe. Nung lumalaban sia kung ano ano sinisigaw kong tagalog eh. "kagatin mo sa tenga! kagatin mo sa tenga!!!!"

Paki natin kung galit mga taga HK satin..No?

bloody ring

this head kept blocking my view

Yun lang. Masaya din it was a good experience. Mahal lang ng tindang sandwich!

See you later friends!!!!!!

just some thoughts

2010-09-18T11:18:00.000-07:00

Grabe naappreciate ko yung mga bagay na tinatake for granted ko sa bahay. Tulad ng pipitsuging chichirya na chippy o pritos ring. anak ng tokwa isang chichirya na kakapirangot dito trenta pesos!!!! Ano ba namang klase yun.

Kachat ko nanay ko kani kanina lang. Tinapon lang daw nila yung tirang halaan na ulam nila. Nandilim paningin ko eh, nabingi ako bigla ba. kung sinigang yun siguro nagbigti na ko hahaha. grabe sayang.

kaya ikaw bata ka, bago ka mag tapon ng ulam, o mag tira ng mumu sa plato mo, isipin mo na marameng taong nagugutom sa mundo, isang babae sa hong kong to be particular.

at wag mong hihirit na "bakit kung ubusin ko pagkain ko mabubusog ba sila??"

abay gago ka pala eh.

ninja chop hwaya!!

2010-09-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

Some ninja creeped into my room the other day. he was asking if i have been eating my veggies every dinner. i was like.."uh no, i feed it to my dog, Gaylord, under the table". and he was like "wanna get some fruit fly slaying session" i was like "okay whatever:" We hopped on trees and buildings and shit. Some japanese yakuzas saw us then they all go "agirato!!!! domo hisato ajinomoto mitsubishi yamaha!!!!' ninja got so scared he peed his pants. That was around the time i almost peed my pants too but yakuzas tracked us with ninja's pee drips so that just got us into a wild car chase involving ferraris and armalites. I was actually having fun but when ninja saw them ruin Gerry Garcia's shrine, he went ballistic. Pulled out his bazooka KABOOM yakuza guts and intestines were all over. That was the time when I busted out my karate moves and took on about 42154613563 japanese and italian mafia (just so happens that they called their mafia friends for help). Ninja's epilepsy attacked. They all exploded. And died.

VICTORY IS AIKO'S AND NINJA'S!!!!

"HWAYAAAAA!!!!!"

Home alone whuaaatt!!

2010-09-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

Everyone's out partying. I didnt tag along I wanna get some good sleep. Spent my day wandering around town and went on a food trip in search for HK's most exotic food. hahha. apparently its all the same back in pilipinas. Pig intestines and frog legs. ho hum nothing new. I want weird like bat wings or hippo's thigh or unicorn's horn. something like that.

Anyway I had a long day, im hungry, tired and i need this:

awwwwww

OH AND THIS TOO:

AWWWWW HAHAHAHA

Victory my name is AIKO

2010-09-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

I have a challenge for myself.

I have only ano 300 bucks left and I should be able to squeeze everything I need with it until 4th of October. So that means no chocolates (:c) no hailing of cabs, no everything other than food, train top ups and donation for offertory at mass coz I'm such an angel. KAYA MO YAN AIKO!!FOR GLORY!!!(huh)

So whats new. Wala naman just the most awkward moment in my entire life happened yesterday at a casting.

client: oh, hi so where are you from?

the most beautiful girl in the world: oh from the Philippines. im part chinese part filipino. Have you been there? its an awesome place!...*bola imbento paimress *

FRIKKIN TV: HEAD LINE: HONG KONG HOSTAGE KILLED IN MANILA BUS SEIGE...

client and the most beautiful girl..: *awkward silence*

TMBGIW: *thought bubble* PU$#^%$@ SANA MAGBROWN OUT NAMAN!!!!

Pero ok lang. Pinoy ako eh bakit ba. HAHA. Awkward lang talaga yung moment.

And hey I got the job! muahahahaha

diet schmiet

2010-09-14T09:06:00.001-07:00

Here's a list of food I'm dreaming of right now

--in order but not of importance (whut)
Chicken satay with peanut sauce
Hainanese rice
Yang chow rice
Dong bei dumplings
Shawarma
Masala dosai
Paratha
Sinigang ni mama guuhh cmon how can you go wrong
Mama's tuna belly
A quarter pounder
SUSHIIII
Blueberry cheescake
Isaw

FOOD FOOD FOOD. MY AGENT'S GOING TO KILL ME.

Hangang list lang naman mahal ko trabaho ko libre naman mangarap.HAHAAH

pakikipag sapalaran ni aiko sa dagat ng mga taong walang mata

2010-09-14T03:58:00.001-07:00

One minute I'm the biggest brat in the household and next thing I know, I'm actually so concerned about what to cook for dinner or save my money for next week's grocery.

Leap of faith tong ginawa ko. Pumunta ko dito nang walang kaalam alam sa lugar na to, ang init pa ng issue ng pag hostage ni mendoza sa mga hong kongians (hahaha ANO). ANG TAPANG KO PALA.

Isipin mo:

Para ka lang bumili sa chowking ng siopao na di mo alam kung pusa yung laman, naki giyera sa sparta ng may dalang ruler at takip ng orocan o baklang sumugod ng nakahubad sa locker room ni batista. Minsan kailangan mo lang talaga magkaron ng lakas ng loob. Para masatisfy sa sarap ng siopao, manalo sa giyera at ano. Haha. Sometimes you just need to go out there, explore and LIVE. You know what I mean?

Tapos tignan mo ang dami mong matututunan. Kasi ako, mula sa pag check ng expiry date ng tinapay sa grocery hanggang sa pagpasensyahan at pakisamahan ang mga taong may topak na mababa talaga ang tingin sa mga pinoy.

I feel like I'm in a modern day david and goliath story. Kaso kahit higante ako, feeling ko ako si david sa kwentong to. Pero this time, I'm not aiming for the eye, I'm gonna be aiming my slingshot to hong kong's balls.

Para deds kagad si goliath.

"UMAGA TANGHALI GABI,
BAHALA KAYO MAGKAGULO,
BASTA AKO, MAGANDA."
--JOEY ESPINO

The nightlife

2010-09-09T11:06:00.000-07:00

I havent partied for like 39023052093 years already. But i got to experience it again last night. Apparently all the models here get free drinks, dinner and could get into clubs for free. So they all go crazy and spend each and every night partying, drowning themselves with booze. wasnt really stoked about it. I actually never really liked partying. So we came to this place called Dragon Eye right and had dinner (dinner was the best part[or the only good part last night]) then 'partied' and stayed until around 3am then moved to another club. we went home at around 5 am I was so drained!!! gosh i was so tired my eyes were burning, throat was so dry. I couldnt smell anything but cigarette smoke and couldn't taste anything but alcohol. Guh I hate that feeling.

I cant understand why they enjoy these things so much. Mabye coz its for free? or maybe its like their way of escaping loneliness i dont know. i just dont like it. Staying at home with friends while chipping in crazy stories over a couple of beers would have been so much better if you'd ask me. I just tried it out yesterday coz i just wanted to check out what everyone's been fussing about. But apparently its not for me:D

So yeah my flatmates are out again tonight I didnt tag along coz im tired and corny. HHAHA. ugh. never wanna do that again. i'd be happier to listen to 2 old women yap away about mexican telenovelas than 'shaking the booty the way he likes it' or 'droppin' it low'. yuck. such a waste of time. HAHAHAH ANYABANG

"iba na ako ngyon..."

"wag niyo ako kausapin" HAHAHAHAA

Hong King Kong

2010-09-09T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hi guys. Everything's rolling pretty well here, though i'm still finding rythm and feeling the groove. but yeah im living. After a casting in Times Square, i took a stroll around Kwon Tong. I have this 3-day unlimited mtr pass, so i like went to the farthest station to take advantage of the mtr unlimited thing. hahaha. I had fun. I had no one with me but my map, money, my trusty pepper spray, mtr card and the giddy sounds of incubus. It was a pretty long walk, then I realized I was actually going around in circles (this was around the time when michelle panemanglor was badly missed).

Medyo uminit lang ulo ko dito:

ANO DAW

HA????

#@^$#^%$**&????(haha si leonardo panot at asiano)

ay mali hahahaha

ANG GULOOOOO!!!!HAAHHAHAHA

I kept on trying to understand chinese (to no avail). Hangaang sa napagod ako umuwi nalang ako. Ay bumili pala muna ako ng tinapay. Ang sarap nga ng tinapay na yon eh, may cheese o chocolate sa loob ang galing hahaha. sigh i love food. i love you food. HAHA.

I wanna be on a cooking show where you get to travel and eat a lot. Yung parang sa trip na trip. alam nio yon? yung kina uma? hindi? Osige kung sosyal ka, parang mga napapanood mo sa travel and living. GANON. Ano kaya title. AIKO'S PAGKAIN EXTRAVAGANZA SHOW OF YONDER. o kaya TRAVEL AND COOKING WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL...OF YONDER. HAHAHA dapat may ... talaga. hahahah at palaging may yonder. yay! i cant wait for my own travel and cooking show!ahahahah

LALANGZ.

I'll be posting more pictures soon. Ayusin ko muna kwarto ko.

take care mga bata!

did my first casting, met my cal-carrie's hk family and got lost in the train stn

2010-09-07T05:09:00.001-07:00

WOW. Totally new emvironment.

Still learning and getting a feel for the place (here we go again) roamed around kwon tong (had a casting nearby) and at causeway bay. BUT yeah I have 2 months or even more to do so I'm not gonna go crazy and go all touristy.

I have the weirdest problem here. WALA AKONG TABO. HAHAHAAHAH!!! Wala kasing bidet:| and I'm missing Sg coz of that. HAHAHAAHA probably find one soon.

Lost my freaking MTR card. I hope its just here somewhere.

My room's a mess. Hehe (aminin mo yung sayo din) its pretty small but I can't complain. They say its in the middle of everywhere. Groceries, agency and most of the jobs. But I don't know. I don't think its worth the amount of what I'm paying.WALANG BIDET EH. Hmp

From what I gathered. The cheapest way to eat food here is to get it at the grocery and cook it at home. Most of the places here charges 17-20 bucks per plate or at least that's what I see. Maybe it would be better if I eat an apple for breakfast, eat out at lunch and cook stuff over dinner. Of course I still have to exercise my mad iron chef skills ya know. Let's see. I'm still finding the rythm.

So far so good. Thank you for those who have been praying for me and wishing me well. I'm excited for what's ahead and at the same time struggling with fear. But I'm steady. I know I'm supposed to be here (naks)

My flatmates are awesome. One's russian her name's kateryna she's so gorgeoussss. Then jessica, the aussie and kelly, asian. They're all pretty friendly and lovely girliesss. But boy, do they say fuck A LOT.

Anyway talk to you guys soon. I've to cook dinner and go to bed. Lots of errands tomorrow! Ay shit kailangan ko pala bumili ng tinapay

Ay guys! Di pala ako makaka email or ym coz I'm just using my phone di maka get through sa email and ym. I think pwede sa facebook. So yeah talk to me update me with stuff ha???

Aiko out!

Dating tips 101

2010-09-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

Kung nagdududa ka kung bading yung ka-date mo, pano mo tatanungin sa friend mo(na kasama mo) nang di halata?

Abot mo to sa friend mo....

Baklava?

I WANT!

2010-08-31T10:35:00.000-07:00

I wanna buy a bbq grillware and you know...grill stuff. I fell in love with cooking since I got here and cooked my own meal. I've never felt so domesticated and independent in my life. HAHA so yeah I wanna learn more about cooking and I'm clearly interested in working on my bbq skills. Wolfgang Puck, you'll be out of business pretty soon.

yayy!!!! its beautiful.

Let there be straw!

2010-08-31T10:13:00.000-07:00

I just wanna give credits to the one who invented the straw.

I mean, who would've thought of inventing something for the convenience of not having your drink spilled in the car and yet be able to enjoy every drop of it with just sipping a slim and hollowed cylindrical stick? Ang galing lang talaga eh noh. Biruin mo, naisip pa niya yon. Siguro nung unang panahon nahahassle siya, diba siyempre mga kalesa pa mode of transpo non, eh ang ligalig ng mga yokababs. Nabad trip siguro nung di makainom ng lambanog kasi natatapon. Ayun siguro nauhaw din. Naisip niya, "Gagawa ako ng straw." Ayun.Nagkastraw na nga. Straw na ineenjoy nating lahat sa buong mundo hanggang ngayon.

Many happy returnsto you, straw inventor.

status of my heart+realizations+Icelandia extravaganza

2010-08-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

On a serious note:

I really don't want to talk about how shattered my heart really is right now, I'm still so in denial that I don't want to admit to myself that it's over. Alam nio seryoso to pero, suddenly the Beatles we're out of tune, sandman comics became dull and the food was bland. Parang gago diba? But I learned that I should somehow let this out coz if I keep it in a bottle I might lose my mind and just explode you know what I mean? I'm pretty lost right now and definitely bothered slash disturbed slash worried.

Michelle and I had this wonderful talk last night. What I realized blew me away. We called last night "Realizations over Shisha at Sufi's" HAHHA. These crappy (I wanna say shitty but some might think its too obscene but wtf I said it anyway hahaha) things happen. And when it does, you have no choice but to face it. I'm not saying it doesnt hurt. IT DOES. It frickin HURTS. BIG TIME. man. I dont even know how to describe it. It may look like its nothing to me coz I joke aroud all the time. You guys have no idea. Its just so...ugh i cant explain. I like DIED. ok not the WHOLE me but a HUGE part of me was gone. 4 years aint a joke. But like I said these things happen. I got hurt, but I have to get up and keep walking. I just don't know when I'll move on or if I'll even move on. Ang sakit. Punyeta.

Michelle was telling me that I've got my whole life to live. She kept feeding me with positive things. It felt good. (I think Michelle is hands down one of the most beautiful girls that I have ever met in my life. [Marvin ,YOU.DONT.KNOW.HOW LUCKY YOU ARE.]. She's a walking sunshine! I love you michelliiiii.)

Joey Espino, (my mother, mentor and agent) sent me the message I needed at the most perfect timing. ALL the questions, doubts and fears that my head regarding HK were answered. Kase I still think about Hong Kong a lot. ITS a HUGE deal for me coz its all going to be a leap of faith. (Grabe tong mga taong pinapadala ni God eh noh parang mga psychic. mala-Madam Auring)Isa lang naman talaga masasabi ko dian eh

ANG GALING GRABE!!!!!!!
WRAAAAUUGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11104UT VEP98MVYU9Q8UY

Im just blown away by the fact that God's timing is so perfect that Im seeing the whole picture in awe with my jaw dropped. JUST WHEN I feel like wanting to RETREAT, go home or even DIE, wonderful things start showing up one by one. He sends people to pick me up and It's like He's saying "OPS TEKA LANG di mo pa nakikita mga plano ko, HINDI ka uuwi. Steady ka lang dian" You know what I mean? Angas diba. Eh wala naman akong sinasabi na kailangan ko ng tulong pero lumalapit sila. So I thought, whatever happens, everything will boil down into a great purpose.

I have to constantly remind myself God's got everything under control.

So at times like these, its always great to turn to my trusty Icelandic Bible and read Jeremiah 29:11 since you know ... im like ... ICELANDIC HAHA

11Því að ég þekki þær fyrirætlanir, sem ég hefi í hyggju með yður _ segir Drottinn _ fyrirætlanir til heilla, en ekki til óhamingju, að veita yður vonarríka framtíð.

for those who are not cool like me and understand Icelandia language (HAHAHA NAG IMBENTO) it basically says that

"...For I know the plans I have for you. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen."

Its a pretty cool promise to hang on to. And alam mo naman if its God making the promise. ITS UNBREAKABLE!!! I just have to focus more on keeping an open mind and claim that my dreams are already planned out and about to unfold.

And that if the both of us are MEANT TO BE, God always has a way to keep us together in the future.

I hate drama. But I just had to let this out.

A survey i like that i nicked online

2010-08-30T11:38:00.000-07:00

TEN THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW

1.Yeah you're filthy rich but drugs is going to be your greatest downfall. I hope you would find God and see how beautiful life is even when you're on a natural high.
2.You know it's still you.
3.I'm not in love with you. You might think that I am, but believe me IM NOT. *grin*
4.You dont have to post obscene pictures on facebook to get boys' attention. You look way more beautiful without make up, wearing sweatpants and hair tied. Get some clothes on woman!
5.I dreamt of you playing cards with gay yakuzas.
6.I like it when you make me laugh.
7.Dont pattern your life with others, YOU ARE AWESOME the way you are, love yourself! And stop living with that poverty mentality, it wont help you one bit.
8.Running away from your fears will keep you running away from your problems for the rest of your life. You're too corny and you'll miss an awful lot if you keep hiding under a rock.
9.If the world sparks with zombie outrage, We're going to be one of the few survivors coz we kick ass.
10.Breaking rules doesnt make you COOL. You put others in danger just to glorify yourself. It makes you less of a person and a jerk.

NINE FACTS ABOUT MYSELF

1.I have phobia with clowns. There's something about that fake smile..
2.Never killed an ipis in my entire life.
3.Farted once (or twice) on the runway. WHAAT im perfectly human!
4.I have this obsessive compulsive disorder. I touch metal or the floor or the wall if I sense something bad is happening. I got no clue why.
5.Biggest frustration is riding a bike.
6.I had a pet sisiw when i was in elementary but my kitty ate it so I beat the shit out of the poor kitty.
7.Loved Oasis since I was 12
8.I am anemic
9.Modeling never crossed my mind before. Coz I am a dork.

EIGHT WAYS TO WIN MY HEART

1. Love God above everything else.
2.Respect me and make me feel like a lady. I may not act like one sometimes, but yeah it feels good to be spoiled rotten and be pampered. TIP: Its the surprises that really get me.
3.Indulge into gastrointestinal adventures with me. Street food, exotic food, expensive food. Any kind of food, we shall PIG OUT!4.Actually, it would be great if you knew how to cook food.
5.Get into lots of adventures with me. It may be as simple as finding a way how to go home when we just missed the last train or as exteme as climbing mt kilimanjaro.
6.You have to have a strong personality with cute quirks.
7.MAKE ME LAUGH OUT LOUD.
8.Be yourself. Dont be afraid to show me or other people your disgusting imperfections. It makes me feel comfortable and human.

SEVEN THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT

1."Lord ikaw na bahala sa Hong kong"
2.What to do on my last week (as of now) in Singaporeee?
3.Was thinking about getting an itouch
4."IM HUNGRYYYYYY"
5.Ano plano ni God
6.Things I'd be doing when I get back home.
7.I hope my roomate in Hong Kong would be awesome and un-boring.

SIX THINGS I USUALLY DO BEFORE I SLEEP

1.Read
2.Pray
3.Think about the things I like.
4.Eat
5.Wash my face
6.Its a toss up between watching TV and texting (I doboth til I fall asleep)

FIVE PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT(Aside from family)

1.Si ano
2.Dawn
3.Dab
4.Joey Espino
5. Kurt Cobain? hahaha loko lang, shempre si Nygel

Andaming magagalit sakin hahahahah. Kasi sa totoo lang andami talaga nito.

FOUR THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW

1.headset
2.a huge shirt
3.tsinelas
4.and your heart. hahahaha awwww loko lang.

THREE SONGS YOU LISTEN OFTEN

1.pwede bang buong album ni Franco
2.Azwethinkweis INCUBUS (guys eto pinakamalupit na song sa boung mundo!!!pakinggan nio bilis!!!)
Ganda nung random ZIPPITYCRACK PFFT DANG! ni brandon boyd eh hahaha
3.Rage Against The Machine- Bulls on parade haha awww memotrees..

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1.Skydive!!!
2.Find a cure for AIDS hahaha

ONE CONFESSION

1. It was me who lost cookie's purple tank top.

SORRY COOKIE WAG MO SANANG BASAHIN TO HAHAHA

Tomorrow I'll be blogging about how sad today was, yet ended awesomely because I got to talk to michelle about um things. Im just too tired and sleepy.

And my bed's calling me.

"KAMAAA NARIYAN NAKOOOOO"

ang tagal lang ni Sandman gusto ko na matulog

2010-08-29T11:28:00.000-07:00

Im so hungry. I ran kase kanina after 35234634634 years. And man it felt gewd. Ngayon im so hungry and I feel that if I go out binge eating again my run kanina would be put to waste.(you talaga youre so arte talaga uhuhuhuh) Pero eto yung list of things na gusto ko kainin kapag steady nako at naachieve ko na yung desired weight:
1 whole pizza
kare kare
SINIGANG ni mama
hakaw
hopia
crispy pata
lechon
siomai
chicken (baliwag's)
sushi
chicken joy
pork chop
sisig with egg (ng lola ni dab)
papaitan
goto
cheesecake
burger(grabe gusto ko yung sa burger ave yung 1 lb.)
onion rings(yung sa burger king)
dirty ice cream
taho
yang chow

GRABE. grabe Lord ang sarap nian.

Ano ba to binabad trip ko lang yung sarili ko eh. Lalo lang ako nagutom HAHA. gutom nako shet. sana meron pang ensaymada kanina yung dinala ni tita weng

teka

Hands down woew woew woew

2010-08-26T22:54:00.000-07:00

I've said this before and I'm going to say it again.

Mister Kabab is the best persian food for me. There is no amount of words that could describe the satisfaction and fulfillment given to me by this restaurant. I shall pass on this devotion to my children and my grandchildren's children, so they too, shall see their lives come in full circle.

So let us all bow our heads and take a moment of silence to commemorate the courageous cows who left their families and sacrificed their lives in order to serve us pleasure with their very flesh.

*moment of silence*

Okay in other news Its Friday and its raining hard here in Singapore. Tom I'll be having a shoot with this awesome photographer. hooray for me!!! whut. And later, I'll be having a date :>

WITH THE DVD PLAYER AND THE COZY WEATHER:>

Life is good.

the day abominable snowman decides to marry bigfoot

2010-08-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

I started playing the drums when I was in 4th grade. It was my music teacher who encouraged me when he saw me consistently tapping my metal pencil case in a rhythmic beat. I remember practicing after school at the back of my school's dirty auditorium and my music teacher would be ever so willingly stop whatever he's doing to feed me the lessons.
I started off with my first beat, tagadagadoomdoomdoom tshhh taktaktakakakatakatadoom TISSSSS!
joke lang.
tug tak tug tug tak. yan yung una. Hirap na hirap nga ako pagsabayin lahat eh. Well actually hindi pala. HAHA ANG YABANG. So yun I eventually learned to compose my own fat beats and the rest was history.

I dont have a drumset so I would practice on whatever would serve as my 'snare' or my 'bass'. When I'd be eating, fork and spoon would be my sticks and the plate would be my snare. When I'm at school, a pen and a pencil for my sticks, then my paper pad as the bass. Or even when I'm not holding anything, I'll be drumming away with my hands. I LOVE PLAYING. At yung mga musically inclined lang yung nakaka appreciate sa galing ng ingay ko. HAHA shet joke lang. Nanay ko nga naststress pag naririnig ako magpapapalo ng kung ano ano eh. hahaha
I owe Mr Sta Maria a big solid. I owe him my awards and my love for pursuing this talent. He helped me pluck my gift thru seeing the hammering of my pencil case as talent instead of counting it as noise as most people would put it. And shempre salamat din sa best drummer ng lahat ng mga best drummer sa buong universe..si
GOD :D!!!

I wanna cover franco songs soon:p!

PAYAG KA part 2

2010-08-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

payag ka kasing yaman mo si bill gates pero tuhod mo baliktad...tapos asawa mo parin si aling dionisia

PAYAG KA

2010-08-21T09:21:00.000-07:00

payag ka ikaw si heidi klum pero tuwing lumalabas ka ng rampa susuntukin ka ng isang matindi ni pacquiao... tapos asawa mo si aling dionisia

Of haikus and literature..

2010-08-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

Sometimes Haiku
Does not make sense
Elephant on the way

--Gisselle Paqueo 2010

Atheists are funny

2010-08-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

Because they contradict themselves. How could they deny God if they don't believe in God at all? How could you deny someone who you believe does not exist?

The mere fact that they have that grammatical equivalent for the word GOD, it means that they have the notion of GOD.

FOOLS.

Narealize ko...

2010-08-21T03:52:00.000-07:00

2 WEEKS PA KAYA!!!Paalam na paalam ako sa last entry ko eh HAHAHA OA MO AIKO.

SULITIN NA SIII....

JASPER!!!!!!!!!!!

Ang cute mo!!!!!!

ANG CUTE MO AH!!!lagot kang tuta ka..

ok here we go

2010-08-21T03:36:00.000-07:00

Wow. I cant believe that in two weeks I'll be flying off to Hong Kong. Just when I have settled myself with everything here, just when I have grasped on the whole Singapore living, I have to uproot myself again and fly to this completely different nature. I have to start adapting another culture, learn again my ways to transport myself to places, make adjustments with the people I'm going to be with in my new flat.

I feared um...things. Most things. The basic things. Like right now I'm running out of money. I have NO IDEA what to expect in Hong Kong, but I know competition there is real tough. I left my laptop back home( its frickin 110 volts) so how the hell am I going to keep in touch with people? Ive worked my ass to get myself here, and I fear that everything that I have worked for might go pffft. Just like that.

But you know what's crazy? Im at peace. Coz I know God's got my back. He wont be flying me to places if He knows I'm gonna screw up you know what I mean? Ive been praying for this. Confessed to Him that I'm hella scared, told Him the things I feared. And this tiny voice has been telling me over and over and over and over.

"You scared? You have got to be kidding me."

It's like He's saying what's there to be afraid of? He's got my back for the past 21 years and why should He leave me now?

So yeah Im slowly sinking myself into whatever God has in store for me. I just have to trust, believe and keep the faith.

IM GONNA MISS SINGAPORE THOUGH!!!

Here are the things I have attached myself to.. IM GONNA MISS.......


Shisha and Haji lane

The Divine Collection of Sandman and Gaiman's works

and of course....

FOUEOUEOUEOUEDDDD!!!

I LOVE YOU FOOD.

And oh yeah how could I forget....

My good friend. HAHAHA

ADIOS SINGAPURA!!!:-) Til we meet again!

Chinatown and the search for the Legendary Engbeetin hopia

2010-08-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hi guys. okay so ganito nangyare. Nasa Pinas palang ako sobrang gusto ko na ng engbeetin. I think its the best intsik pastry in the world. It is fulfilling. It is masarap. It is legendary. So naisip ko alam siguro ng engbeetin na dapat matikman ng mga tao yung hopia nilang napakasarap diba. Kaya dapat lang nila ikalat sa mundo. So naisip ko SHET SIGURO MERON SA CHINATOWN DITO. So nagdecide kami na suyurin ang singit ng Chinatown. And thus the agresssive search was on...(HAHA agressive talaga)

were hereeee

asan ba yun

Hopia Hunters

what an idiot. HAHA

OH MY KWAY TEOW GUHH this is no hopia but its so darn good *tear*

no engbeetin here.

The results? FAIL.

So a shoutout to our Pinoy loved ones. Send us a box of Engbeetin hopia and we shall be forever grateful.

Chinatown was a fun place. Food was pretty cheap and AWESOME. Beer was pretty cheap too. I like Chinatown. I'll definitely come back.

So thats it kids! You just stay tuned for more of my misadventures in Singapore! goodnaught!!!

GISELIFFICO OUT!

Friday the 13th pala ngayon

2010-08-13T04:01:00.000-07:00

I was born on a Friday the 13th

LALANGZ.

This seems fun

2010-08-13T03:48:00.000-07:00

Just a thought

2010-08-12T11:44:00.000-07:00

I think people who keep whining about how bored they are are corny. God gave us the whole world to enjoy and I think its up to us to find ways how to enjoy these gifts. Instead of ranting about how boring it is to get stuck at home, why don't you: jog, climb a mountain, draw even if you suck at it, fly a paper plane, befriend a beggar, plant a tree, act like a monkey, stargaze, figure out how the hell Spongebob pees.

There are a million gazillion cockadoodlerillion FREE ways on how NOT to be bored. Enjoy life. Learn to appreciate.

Like these guys right here:

I ate cornbeef for dinner

2010-08-12T11:03:00.000-07:00

Passed by through this store called uh I forgot what its called. And it has this huge ass freedom board inside:

Different colored chalks were contained in one tiny can. I grabbed one.

And wrote my share. Hulaan mo...HAHAAH

I drew hearts to make it look sweet :-)

SEE DOGMEAT RUN

2010-08-11T10:23:00.000-07:00

PETA (Pet for the Ethical Treatment of Animals) might kill me for naming this to him but...

This is Dogmeat.

Meet Dogmeat. The canine that should be awarded as the Most Hyperactive Dog in the History of Dog World. He chases everything that moves and chews on every footwear he sees. He loves to cuddle and he leaves you dripping wet with his drool. He jumps on all fours when he gets too excited (And I didn't even know dogs could do that). He likes people so much that you can't count on him as a guard dog. Heck, he might even lead the burglar to the fridge.

Nothing can slow this dog down. Not the heat, not other big scary dogs. Expect him to interfere in every ball game, he'd snatch the ball and hump on it like crazy. There's just too much energy in him! Like his tail's always on fire! So you can just imagine how much delight it it brings me when it's his bath time.

He is one snazzy looking dog. That bouncy long blonde hair made hundreds of bitches break their necks.

(Thank you, Vitality dogfood)

I love Dogmeat. And as gay as it may sound, he owns a huge piece of my heart. He may have numerous tales of mayhem, chewed on thousands of slippers, humped on innocent people's legs. But that's just him, being the joyful little mutt that he is. He brings joy and happiness to the household. Such a good dog.

The best mutt in the world stinks tho.

HAHAHAAAHAHAHAHA

2010-08-10T23:51:00.001-07:00

Dont let a failed highfive make you lose your faith in humanity

2010-08-10T09:41:00.000-07:00

Unmet high fives suck. There are two types of failed high fives:

When you get this “WOOOHOOO!!!THAT WAS AWESOME!!!” feeling and you direct all your blood through the nerves of your raised forelimb, expecting the other forelimb to meet yours and hear that satisfying “PAK”, it sucks when the person is either not looking or just turned his head to the direction opposite yours.

here’s the trick: as you wait awkwardly for him to look at your lonely hand, and if in a matter of more than 5 seconds he still doesn’t give you some skin, its either you laugh at yourself or just give him a pat on the back. Or better yet, dismember the arm of the other party, twist his head 360 degrees to make sure he’s looking at you and then give him a high five. Go ahead and satisfy yourself with the crisp “PAK” you’ve been desiring.

The other type of high five is when you both know you’re going to give each other high fives and yet because of stupidity in focusing, hands still doesnt meet. a friend told me to “not to look at the hand, but look at the elbow”. This trick has never failed me. But it is advisable that while you are looking at the high five-ee’s elbow, it is best to intentionally just punch his face and excuse yourself that you didn’t see his hand because you were looking t the elbow.

Hope you all learned a valuable lesson today, kids!

HOORAY!

2010-08-10T09:33:00.001-07:00

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